You know whats kinda funny?
Reading through my previous entree shits
I mention happiness.
In almost all of them
The thing is
Do I even know what happiness is?
Because I have no idea what im searching for anymore.....
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davidm133- August 22nd, 2009
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- August 21st, 2009
I think I reached some sort of calm
My nightmares are different
Though not gone yet
But at least their not as brutal
My problems seem to be fading
But there is an approaching storm
But hopefully it will fade away like my memories :(
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- davidm133
- August 4th, 2009
I dont want to move DAMMIT!!! I hope to god my dad loses that trial. ;.;
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- davidm133
- July 26th, 2009
OMG my minds been fucking crazy the last 2 days. But it doesnt matter now. I had the best breakthrough ever. So what if it comes at the price of a crush or whatever. Im happy now. And that all that matters. Its what I beeen searching for. MOre than anything. This is the best I felt in years.
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- davidm133
- July 22nd, 2009
Its hard to tell if change is ever good
Until you went through it
And see what you become
What the hell am I going to be?
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- davidm133
- July 11th, 2009
The nightmares are back with a vengeance.
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- davidm133
- June 29th, 2009
You know what it might be weird.
But I accept it, who I am. I may not be happy but im comfortable at the very least.
I always overcome my obstacles. So Ill be okay.
Just knowing that keeps me okay and somewhat happy.
Ill be alright in a way.
Ill eventually be with someone that makes me happy.
But for now I dont know.
Thats my new obstacle.
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- davidm133
- June 22nd, 2009
Fuck this fucking flu shit. Grrr!
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- davidm133
- June 21st, 2009
Im starting to give up.
